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Old Oct 23, 2014, 03:49 PM
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Location: Europe
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I was wondering if anyone else feels like me. I am very shy and I have a very low self-esteem.
My childhood wasn't good. I suffer a lot throughout my childhood years due to bad parenting and a sensitive personality.
I always try to be the best. And every time I was the best I would never got a compliment, I would only be criticized and compared to other kids.
I feel I need to heal my emotions in order to be a more confident person. And deep inside it's like am still waiting for a loving parent to comfort me to praise me. I feel if I had someone like this I would be happy and I won't be so shy.
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