Makes perfect sense!! I was just a little confused for a moment. I agree wholeheartedly. I once promised my hubby that I would never do it again. I failed...epically! Since then, I have told him that I can never promise that I won't. I'm not the kinda gal to go back on promises, which is why I never make them. I think I promised him that because I really, really wanted to "get better." I had faith in myself, but it was toward the beginning of my recovery process. I was harm free for 1 year and 7 months...until last week. Ugh! It was only minor, but it was still the same thing. I felt like I had more control to stop it.

And Tiger, when you come back, if you do, seriously, know that you're not alone in your struggle. I know you probably feel alone inside, like your just beside yourself, but really...you're not alone. I'm hoping to gain some awesome insight and help here as well. Keep your chin up, it's a new moment to prosper