Hi all,
I'm new here and just stumbled upon this site hoping that it might help me deal with some things as i'm not really that good at helping myself.
I'm going through a lot at the time .. well not just at this time, i have been for nearly my whole life. I'm a 26 year old who can't even cope with her every day little things that are seemingly easy for everyone else to handle. No one in my family understands and think that i'm just "bringing them down" and that I should just "snap out of it". My depression has gotten so bad that i've driven all my friends away, and I don't blame them - I wouldn't want to be friends with me either. To be blatently honest, I hate myself. I hate my life. I hate who i've become. And most of all I hate that i can't do anything but sit and cry. Everything is so much of an effort and I feel like a complete failure.
And now i'm just complaining on here. To complete strangers. Who will probably have no more interest in me then anyone else in my life ever has. I'm so sorry ...