Hey there. I'm also new here and I was just diagnosed with BP a few weeks ago. What you are feeling right now, yes, it's normal. I was also unsure myself. This feeling is part of BP. The meds will take some time to kick in fully and you may be feeling off here and there but if it hasn't helped after 1 full month, go back and see if it can be changed or adjusted. From what i have gathered, when we start taking meds, there are crappy side effects at the start but if you stick with it, it should get better. Just remember.....smile. Even if you don't feel like it, fake it, cause it will help even faking it helps elevate the mood somewhat. It's the placebo effect. Hang in there, the people on this site are very nice and helpful. I understand what it's like and what your going through. I think everyone on here does. Nothing wrong with asking for some help. It's all good