This drives me crazy and makes me have tons of thoughts about anything and everything in my life ! Then I feel my brain is tricking me into believing stuff that is not true when I know what I want and what is actually true and about how I actually feel . So eventually I feel my mind has a mind of its own and I believe what is not the truth . This is really confusing for me . So depressed don't know what to do . Maybe I need to get out of the house or my room ?