Not sure exactly where this subject should go nor what I should have titled it but here goes. I have came to the conclusion I might be of need to go see a therapist and stumbled across this while searching. I will try to keep this short. Here goes..... Everything changed when my Dad died. He died unexpectedly at the age of 75 in 2000 so I didn't get to say goodbye. Hubby and I used to visit cemeteries and gravestones etc etc. I used to attend funerals and managed. Now... no can do. I cry even thinking of attending a funeral. I cry when I think of someone dying. When I say cry, I mean bawl. Tears won't stop until I get it out of my mind. In fact, I have tears flowing while typing this. I have no fear of dying myself... just others. I am suppose to attend a funeral in a few days but just no way I can handle going. What's wrong with me?