Hi Tracy !! WELCOME !!!
I am so v. sorry you are feeling so badly. But I sure am glad you happened to come across this PC web site. You will find a lot of wonderful, caring people here. Fantastic people who you can relate to your situation(s) & vice versa and we will help support you when you may need us. The members want to genuinely & very generously help you. And we can learn from you! You can complain here as you put it, & know that "we DO have the utmost interest in you" so join us & share with us in the Adventures of Life.
So glad you're here.
marian