I care what people think of me, even if I pretend I don't. Can't help it. Dunno whether it's the OCD, social anxiety, or what, but it's a problem. Sometimes I can let it slide and not care much, but usually I do.

I've actually intentionally not gone out, many times, just because I don't look how I used to. (used to be skinny, now, ... not) I feared people from my past seeing me and judging me, spreading horrible rumors. (which they probably did anyway ¬_¬ one person thought I was an alcoholic -_-)