Howdy, I have not managed to go without crying for a whole week in over a year. So, I can relate to you. Do you have a T or someone else to talk to? Feel free to complain here any time you like. I enjoy "ranting" here. If a person feels depressed, he/she can't just kick it. A person doesn't just knock it off or "get over it." As for being hard to live with, you are probably right (I am at times. My sister got mad at me some for sharing some innacurate thinking today). However, I suspect that there is people who care about you. Some people just don't know what to do with us. I had a roommate once who could not stand it if I cut myself down but I just did it without even thinking. I hope you have someone like a teacher, T, pastor, close family member etc to talk to about all of this. Don't let others tell you that you shouldn't feel what you feel. It is okey to feel whatever you feel. I hope you find a way to start feeling better.