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So I've never had real problems with nausea or anything. I mean, as a kid you'd get sick and just move on, you know? But one day after Christmas in about Sophomore year, I wasn't feeling good and got sick like four times. I ate some stuff the night before I shouldn't have, but ever since then I've had this extreme fear of getting sick. Just remembering the feeling of it makes me nervous. I'm always nauseous now. I have frequent problems with digestion and being backed up and all that. I don't know what to do. This morning for example- I woke up late and already I had that teeny little nauseous feeling in my throat. I mean, I ate later and was fine, but still. This fear is taking over my life. I've lost like 40 pounds due to medication PLUS this fear. I think... I don't know. All I know is that I'm very picky about food and now it feels like I'm sitting on bones. Can someone please help? I'm hopefully going to talk to my therapist about this today, but still... I'm afraid to go out to eat and stuff at most of all the good places I used to go out to eat from. Thanks.
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