the bitterness will eat us up inside in time. resent sorta piles up in there and spills out at unexpected times.....it hurts us more than it does anyone out there who ***** us over. i always try to look at them and know that "what goes round, comes round".....and then move on.

i am sad for you and i know your circumstances are dire, but i dont' think that you are going to sink. you're a tough ole broad, just like me, and you'll rise from this.......love you, pat