needarealitycheck

i havent stopped taking the anti depressants. i was very SUI at 10mg but pdoc doubled my script until she put me on wellbutrin. then she only lowered it to 15mg since 10 made me SUI. felt lots better yesterday, very hyper.i prefer the constant movement and good feelings yet they never last very long. i felt so good i took my wife to dinner and then we went for gourmet hot chocolate.

i dotn really care what label is put on me as long as it is correct. at least then i can tell myself this is how i am so i know what to pay attention to and when ive gone too far. its just so i can do what i need to do for me so i can function in my world better.