(((((((((((((((((((Candy))))))))))))))))))))
Yes sometimes it can be hard to distinguish how we feel ... but I have a feeling that you're not just being whiny and in need of an attitude adjustment. This time of year can also be just as hard as those winter days. Sometimes its easier to feel better when outside is gross .. that way you can justify your actions by wanting to stay inside. I know it often makes me feel worse when its sunny out and you can hear or see people who are happy and enjoying the weather and each others company.

Hang in there my friend, and please don't thing that you are being whiny. You have good reasons to feel the way you do, and while it may not seem like it, you just have to believe that you can get through this - because you CAN.

As for work ... well that can be a tricky situation. I actually had a break down at work the other day (new job too!) and i know how frustrating and humilifying it can be. Just try and live in the moment. Try not to let whatever is bothering you affect you at work. I know its WAY easier said than done, but i have faith in you that you can do it.

Hang in there hun, and i'm here if you ever want to chat.
Sending warm gentle hugs your way

xo Jacq