my answer is a harsh one

call your doctor up and tell her u want a copy of all your records take them and go to another doctor or go to the hospital and check self in

the doctor did not listen to what u told her and she is risking your health ( u feel this)
take your files to a 2nd doctor have them look at it tell them the same thing u told her ..........then u will know if u want to go back to that old doctor or file a complaint with the medical board

some doctors are good and trying to help with what u got .......other doctors have checked out and just load u up on pills to control yah ............i have had both

but your best bet to feel better quicker is to check yourself into the hospital they can do blood draws check lvls and alter what u are on to something more effective with less side effects

your in a legal state ..........ask about alternative meds .........it worked for me for many years when the pills made me a zombie or got to toxic lvls (i lost most of my hair from depakote)