I am a mother of a 1 year old beautiful girl. She's my life. Ever since I've had her though, my relationship with her father has dwindled. We used to be so happy. Now. We fight.

I started drinking, I quit for 2 years. I started smoking. After I quit for 2 years. Each time of drink a beer, i feel like I'm failing my daughter. But at the time it helps my anxiety /depression. I know it's not the answer.

I wanna be the best role model for my daughter. I want to be the best girlfriend.

I could go on.