im so so sorry i know how hard it can be to get flashbacks and to just feel that it is happening again and again and again

do u see a T about this even school counsellor
they can help u to discuss about how u feel at school with him around and maybe give u the strength to help heal

i have never reported any of the abuse i got
so i wont tell u to do that that is up to u if u want that to happen

i really do think u need to be able to feel safe at school thou
having him in ur environment is very scary thought

reach out to a counsellor and if there is none a teacher that u can trust

safe gentle hugs to u ThinkingOutLoud