Oh damn hun I'm so sorry You really have been handed a shyt sandwich this year.

Please try to take a step off the guilt train, it just goes in a stupid circle anyway.

Your doing what you can do while fighting Bipolar hell, Its ok to whine rant vent and even break a few things.

It's okay to cry and pack a few things at a time. Don't think of the big picture focus on the little steps you can do.

I know losing your home is devastating but you have family that can invite you in, that's the most important thing.

Keep in close contact with your wonderful Pdoc of yours that will help you in any way he can.

Sending your loads of hugs and love PM me anytime