I feel the same as Angelique lately. I have never had chronic pain but with the withdrawal syndrome comes parathesias, mine is pain down arms and legs which is not happening at all once. It is so strange, it can be down one side of my body or just my legs. I never knew what it was until I read more about the syndrome. Also with the head pain, I don't call it headaches, this is more on the outside. Again, strange but terribly unpleasant. All kinds of weird pain that makes no sense and has no apparent cause.
Every day brings a different set of ills. Today I was attempting to do some cooking and suddenly felt so tired like I had been running a race, had to sit down. This is very disconcerting, I have something important I have to do tomorrow and I wonder if I am going to be up for it. It makes life very trying and you don't want to experience anything more! Also makes you feel completely crazy.
I either want to get better or just go ahead and die. Right now, I am just trying to wait for improvement. It really scares me to think that I won't or that these symptoms are for real, not just the withdrawal syndrome. Like being in limbo!
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