I don't want to feel like this anymore. It hurts me. I dont know what to do. I get annoyed and it seems like over every little thing. Actually most of the time im not sure what is the cause. But it leads me to be fustrated with myself. I feel like I should be able to know the reasons behind my feelings but I simply can't. I get mad at myself. I think this annoyance and frustration is fueled by my lack of memory.its easy for me to lose track of or not be intune with my emotions. I fear I went off on a slight tangent.