My sister tried to help me. I know rationally that she is well meaning and just wants to help. I know. She's been through similar things but not as bad as I as I found out from what she said. But it didn't help at all. If anything, she only made things worse saying triggering things and making me hysterical if not downright delirious. I found that talking to people about this while stressed does not help in the slightest. I'm going to have a major headache tomorrow from all the crying.

I just want to sleep forever. Never again wake up into this never-ending nightmare.