Well my kids will be back full time on September 11. So I will have some time to recover somewhat and get some supports in place. I am still waiting for my doc to phone but I think I will phone him right away. So everything in that end worked out; thank goodness. At least this big weight has been lifted. My t said because of this battle; I have fought so hard; depression will hit now. She said I have put my issues aside for so long that they are now hitting me hard. But she said I am ready for help and she knows I can do it. I have too; for my kids. I have been fighting this, in and out of court, for 2 years. I am drained. She said she knows how much this means to me and I am not abnormal to feel depressed. Its a release now; so I need to deal with the things I have shoved away for so long.
Makes sense to me. So I feel good about my kids; they can finally be in a stable situation. So I will go get done what I need so I can be the mom that they deserve.
Love u all and thanks for being so wonderful. Hope u are all okay. I will post when I go in or before.

justy