I don't know if this is the proper forum to ask this, but I couldn't find a more appropriate one.
I am beginning to think I'm mentally challenged, slow, special, whatever term is the correct one currently. It seems my brain is incapable of performing basic descision making functions. It seems that every choice I make is the wrong one, every time I'm given a task I perform it sub optimally, and any time I'm given options I go for the inferior ones. I am generally able to tell after the fact that my choice was incorrect but most of the time during I earnestly feel that I'm doing the right thing. Just from a purely statistical standpoint I cannot be this stupid. Even though I'm REALLY stupid it's not possible for me to make wrong descision on the sheer scale I've been making them all of my life. Either something genuinely has damaged the portion of my brain that deals with rational descision making, I'm subconsciously sabotaging myself, or I really have just underestimated my own idiocy. Any input would be appreciated, as would any impairments that spring to mind when you read my admittedly bad description. Thank you for your time!