Have been traveling for three weeks, before that, a month of insanity that drove my marriage to the brink. My wife and daughter had gone to Mexico for two weeks at the end of August, and I got onto this crazy work binge and a CRAZY schedule and partied a lot, and made a ton of plans for September. When she got back, I had planned this insane month, she was so mad about it. Then I had to go on tour, she came, my daughter went to my folks which was good for everyone I think, though I missed her terrible. Just got back on Tuesday and immediately got sick. Spent the whole day in bed yesterday, finally, 6AM today, couldn't sleep anymore, so I am up on here and cleaning the house. Needles to say I've made everything manic for almost three solid months now. I want to ground, I wan to clean the house, spend time at the house, cook, hang out with my family. I need stability.
Wish me luck!
MT
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