I have nothing to say, it seems impossible to me, I've just stopped caring, that's all I have to say. I'm doing a little better than before after a change of environment, I don't have room mates who want me out anymore (Like most of last year) and it's one less thing to worry about.

I've just stopped caring about myself, and I want to hide my unhappiness from my mother as she seems to be doing a lot better not knowing that I'm secretly unhappy.