Ozzy, I'm sorry you had such a bad night last night. Men are fixers, and husbands are fixers times ten. When you can you might want to have a talk with hubby and explain that his efforts to "fix" you aren't helpful, and can in fact make things worse. You say "I had a Xanax... but didn't take it because I figured I deserved the pain." Like you I am BP2, and like you I've been in that headspace. I now know it's my illness talking, and I am stronger than my illness. So are you. 
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Dx Bipolar II 2014 -- currently in remission
Stay calm, be kind, have hope, love lots, and be well.
"Listen to the deep voice of your soul. Do not be distracted by the voice of your mind." -- Caitlin Matthews[/B][/COLOR][/SIZE]
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