Ick the oldest daughter here who is 20 years old has been moody all day today. I got woke up to her telling the youngest how she wish she was dead. Then she starting fighting with my girlfriend and the crud really hit the fan then. After a long physical fight she finally left and now everyone seems back to normal and im still freaking out. I dont know what im wishing for. Part of me is hoping she just moves out like she said she was going to. Part of me wants her to leave on good terms so she can feel like she can return if need be. Part of me wants to hide under the couch for the next few weeks. My girlfriends nose is i dunno what,but the cartlidge isnt attached to the bone anymore. If a man did that to my girlfriend id have no problem beating them into hamburger. Another girl,who is family though and i get so scared. Theres no answers and i dont know what to do. I suggested maybe they go to family counceling,cause hey,they fought they both need healthy ways to deal with their anger when dealing with each other. The youngest and my girlfriend never have these fights. Its really how everyone gets along with the oldest,cept me of course since i just tend to distance myself from confrontations as much as possible.

PS im still shakey as hell im so scared