And now I'm crappy. I laid down last night. My husband said something about a friend (not bad just things suck for her right now) and I burst into tears. Today I'm exhausted, and it feels like it takes all my energy to breathe. I'm just kind of done. I want to curl up in my blanket and pretend the world doesn't exist. The messed up thing is the intake person will notice. I can't "go down" just yet I was soupose to have another 2 weeks. I don't want this. How do I save myself from this before I just don't care?