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Thanks for your encouragement everyone. I still feel terrible today. Lots of urges to hurt myself even after 12 days inpatient. I'm losing hope that it will ever get better. Not looking forward to the confusion and memory loss that will soon be part of my life. But what else can I do? I can't live like this And I can't kill myself so I guess it's on to bilaterAl treatments.
I hope this works.
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Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real?
-Albus Dumbledore
That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it
f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have.
-Garden State
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