Thank you for your replies! Instead of commiserating with others that suffer from what I just found out is called
Samhainphobia (it's real)... The fear of Halloween. I'm enjoying the positive outlooks of others. On the news they said people can suffer from panic attacks because of it and that's what's happening to me.
I have barely been watching TV except for Netflix. I'll skip past the horror movies and find some good comedies!
P.S. Should I post a new thread about Samhainphobia? I'd like to at least get it out there that it's real for some people and it can get serious.