Hi LelouchLamperouge,
Thanks a lot for sharing this. My experience with depression brought me to the same place: I can be too irritable and also sometimes I am resentful. On the other hand, sometimes I think I am mores realistic and see things that I did not want to see before like that some people were using me and that their love for me was not that big. Depression brings a bunch of emotions and ideas and sometimes I think I will not be able to recover. But my hope is that this is just temporary and I will be better, eventually.
I am sending you a big hug and hope to see you in the forum often