I'm never happy, ever. I've been getting more and more sad. I'm dealing with a sick parent and have a lot of stress. I am barely getting 4 hours of sleep a night. I cry often. I'm irritable. Have a heavy feeling in my chest. I have episodes of anxiety which makes me feel the need to act out by having sex with strangers and sometimes seeking them to abuse me physically. I would say 5 days out of 7 I'm sad. The other few days I feel well enough to function and make it through the day without crying or being anxious. I'm currently in the beginning stages of intake at the mental help clinic. It will be several weeks before I see a psychiatrist. To be diagnosed. I have an appt with my general dr to possible get meds.