I always seem to wind up with a guy I end up resenting later on.
They are hostile, bitter, coldhearted, abusive, drunks, screw ups, and going nowhere in life. I'm trying to change this pattern.
I'm starting to learn how to walk away from bad relationships.
My relationships always end up being completely unhealthy, and unstable. But things are so great at first. and then out of nowhere, everything goes to crap. My last serious relationship ended with me going to jail, and living in shelters for a few months, and drinking like a fish to try and deal with the aftermath of everything that happened. My friend told me because I'm in screwed up situations, I attract screwed up men. Maybe I need to just keep focusing on myself, and being more independent, and the right guy will eventually come along?

I'm kind of giving up on men right now. I've had bad experinces with the men in this city. One guy I dated off a dating website (lame I know) ended up having a girlfriend in a different city. I feel like it's pointless even bothering looking for a guy. especially now that that I have a baby on the way. I probably won't even have the time of day for a guy once my baby is born. It just sucks, because I'm sort of lonely, and wouldn't mind having a good guy around, and I'm so sick of guys treating me like crap.