A necessary evil.

I've had years of life where I managed med free, im currently on meds. The difference? My ability to control my environment.

I started out on meds 14 years ago. Was on a variety of combinations til my world went boom and i decided that my life style wasnt worth the stresses and meds i was on. I changed everything about my life and managed five years of med free. The last two years my life has spiraled and there has been nothing I could do about it, hence meds became my only option.

Being med free I couldn't cope with as much, had more highs and lows, but managed becuase I could control my environment enough to cope. Now as I said, they are a neccesary evil.