We'll,getting straight to it. I hooked up and slept with a guy Friday night.
I have been with guys before but this guys was very open to trying new and kinky things I always wanted to try. We had sex in the bed,shower and I allowed him to gently chock me cum my mouth and spank me.we even made plans for the future of of hooking up regularly and coming up with a kinky role play. Now, ofcourse I enjoy this but I started to have feelings that if anyone knew I enjoyed this,I would be judged and called dirty or a *****.its bad enough that my own mother doesn't accept me for existing. I never exposed mu self to anyone in this way. What are these feelings and how do I get over these false-feelings of shame or sexual misunderstanding?