Thanks Angelique, yeah, right now the loneliness is practically cutting (sorry couldn't think of a better word) at my heart. I try to talk to people, I get nothing in return. I always have to say hello to them, I always have to come up with something to talk about, but after a point there's just nothing, and they don't want to put anything in themselves. Sometimes I wonder if they just dislike me and would prefer me to stop talking to them altogether, I know they'd never try to reach out to me again after that, why would they? They don't care about me Thanks for replying though Angelique.