Welcome, partybear. I'm sorry you're having such a rough time. Bipolar can do some wild things to us. I understand your concern about mentioning this to your doc but I think she would be understanding. You're manifesting a fairly common symptom of Bipolar I. That feeling of hopelessness is also the bipolar talking. I've been there, more than once, and since I was (correctly) diagnosed bipolar, I am determined never to go back there again. That takes work and education, but you know it's worth it. I hope that you can pull out this depression soon, with the help of your medical pros. I also hope that your visits here to PC are fruitful as you continue on your healing journey.
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Dx Bipolar II 2014 -- currently in remission
Stay calm, be kind, have hope, love lots, and be well.
"Listen to the deep voice of your soul. Do not be distracted by the voice of your mind." -- Caitlin Matthews[/B][/COLOR][/SIZE]
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