Something is not right with me and hasn't been since August. I don't want to see pdoc. I am terrified of switching meds bc I cannot gain weight.

I irrationally hate my husband and have been taking most of it out on him.

What is making me think it's time to see pdoc is because my "not-rightness" is starting to break through in public. 99.9% of the time I keep my anger and depression at home but it is getting harder and harder to that.