Feel like the ECT treatments are actually helping! I actually read a book yesterday, which I haven't done in months in months (just not interested). I would have to say my depression has gone from severe to the mild end of moderate. It may sound corny, but it actually feels like a rebirth of sorts. I get to rediscover life again and actually plan some activities! I'm trying not to expect too much too soon, but to just go with the flow and be gentle with myself.