I'm going through some hypersexual phase and having lots of scary thoughts. I alternate between feeling really hypersexual and having really poor judgement, then so much guilt, fear (disease, meeting some scary person, etc.) and - even though I'm not overly religious - I have a strong fear of God and even worry I'm cursed.

I flucuate between being completely wild, drinking, smoking, sexing it up, then I start praying, reading prayers and Bible verses, etc. It's like I'm faced with the decision to choose God or the devil.

Does anyone else go through anything similar, even if you're not religious? I'd like to talk more about hypersexuality and how to overcome it and deal with the guilt after having gone through it. Please help!