I've been diagnosed with many things.....and feel some of them are on the mark, some of them are completely wrong, and some of what I'm going thru hasn't ever been recognized by those doing the diagnosing. It's good that you are seeking help, both here, and outside of here. Try not to worry too much on a specific diagnosis....because really, the diagnosis doesn't matter. What matters is what you are feeling, and thinking, and what can be done to help you feel and think better.