I think I didn't want the boredom of sitting my bottom in the chair and going through the terms one-by-one and all the confusion (now they're nicely all mixed up in my head :-) Confusion makes me feel like there's something wrong with me, that "they" wouldn't ask something too hard and that other people might not be as confused and reminds me it's my own fault; I put off working on them for too long. I feel like when you run out of gas because you "forgot" to fill the tank and thus lose the race? I'll be working on the exam in a few hours and wishing I could remember an idiot term to put in one of the essays or something :-)

I guess I'm railing against procrastination and not liking the course in the first place but it's being required (hate being told what to do) and my mess of mixed feelings (love the professor, he's fun/helpful).