well just because you had the referral, doesn't mean you have to see him. I would look up other pdocs. or talk to your t and tell him/her that it wasn't a good fit and does he/she have another referral. call around and explain your needs and see if you can find a better fit. the money will just be a loss. that is really expensive, even for a pdoc. you are not obligated to go back just because you have seen him once. the pdoc relationship is really important. you need someone you can work with.