Thank you for sharing your situation. It really made me realise that I'm not alone in this situation and that other guys fought and won against depression and anxiety and that I am not the only one that goes through this rough patch. I started searching the net for ways of fighting my problems and found someone's idea of breaking your mind in two pieces : the one that is good, wants to live life to the fullest and the other voice, the so called "critical inner voice". I'm in high spirits right now, but I just hope that this will last and when that ugly voice will pop in my head again, I will learn to say : "Not today, not now, b***h!"...