Oh PDoc is not against therapy at all. She wants me in therapy. She said that she wanted me to be more stable than I am now so that I would be more receptive. She is right. I can't even take in much of what I am reading. I can read about 15 minutes and that's it. Normally I read for hours. I am just impatient. My PDoc is good, I trust her, I am just in a hurry. I am going to ask again on Tuesday though for some names to start looking for a T.