I do not quite understand your defensive attitude you are taking here, I may have missed something but I viewed the posts here and haven't found any that appear to see you as you have written in your post.
I am sorry though if someone has PMed you or said something that none of us know about, but none of us view anyone here as an "experiment", we are literally here to try to support and understand one another.
We also appreciate if someone shares their knowledge about their disorder or others, educating one another is not a sin, it is helpful to try to educate others, helps remove some of the stereotypes/stigmas, again I am sorry that you do not view this forum as such. I am also sorry that the forum doesn't meet your expectation.
I hope you will reconsider and hang around, even help others to understand this disorder, even encourage others how and why to seek help with it.
But that is your own personal decision, and I wish you luck in every way.
Best wishes,
DE

In giving advice seek to help, not please your friend
SOLON