Been a long day, have some kids here for my son's b day (isn't today but celebrating)... let ex in here for the first time in almost a year, only because son wanted it that much couldn't say no. But the nosy *** was looking through my cupboards and rooms that were none of his business.... can't say I can stand the man anymore. Thank goodness my best and only gf was here at the same time, was good so he couldn't get into a fight with me. He's been pretty agressive verbally lately and this kept things in check. He didn't have time for our son (felt bad for him) but glad that he didn't stay long.

I'm tired but my mood is good.. it isn't happy but it is a long way from the terrible sobbing depression I was in.

My blood sugars are high but I'm going to have a piece of the dairy queen cake I got for him anyways