Hello jack, I know how you are feeling. I became homeless in November of 2008, and it was a bit more than two years before I was stably housed again. If you can, check in your area to see if there are any transitional housing facilities. Unlike homeless shelters, these are designed and meant for long-term stay (up to 2 years.) I know how horrible the feeling of losing control is, but you have to keep holding on. Do whatever you can to continue to receive medical care (there are lots of programs that can help; you just have to be persistent to find out about them) and hold on to the hope that things will improve. They will, in time, and meanwhile you have to get through each day as it comes.
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Dx Bipolar II 2014 -- currently in remission
Stay calm, be kind, have hope, love lots, and be well.
"Listen to the deep voice of your soul. Do not be distracted by the voice of your mind." -- Caitlin Matthews[/B][/COLOR][/SIZE]
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