Your not doing anything wrong. Sounds like you are doing a lot right. It can be a horrible and debilitating disease.

I am not really a Christian per say but have spent many many hours in prayer and meditation and god has not removed it from me. Many people have the strongest faith and still suffer. No easy answers for that.

Tell your psychiatrist and therapist what is going on. Keep fighting. Something is wrong and it is about figuring out how to fix it. A big part of it is acceptance too. That may not make sense but accepting things exactly like they are right now frees up energy for change. Total acceptance and surrender can free up the energy of the spirit.

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