Ate three meals and multiple snacks. This is supposed to be a good thing, but all I feel is gross and guilty. Scale says I didn't gain too much from being at this wedding and all related festivities. Thing is, I need that number going down. Time to step up my game. Which means the fight still rages... pro-recovery or pro-relapse. BUT... avoided purging. I did that each of the last 3 days, so grateful to break that cycle.