I don't anyone's been lying to me about my birthday, nor does it really matter to me at this point.

"Justified anger". In the first place, anger is [often referred to as] a defender mechanism against something a perceived breach of values; my point being that anger's a chemical reaction. But people have to take into account what's an acceptable amount of anger and what isn't, whether it feels "just" or not, regardless of implied mental instability. So to properly answer your comment; I can't dwell too much on this b/c it's late at night. :P

So like I predicted, I'm stalling again. But my mom's stalling too; that or she's going senile. Not at 50-ish, I don't think so. She would sometimes push me about hurrying this up b/c if I really want to seek help then I should reach out. But I really just want her to force me into this, even though it's illegal without my consent. Actually, I WOULD consent, so all she would have to do is just drive me to the hospital one random day instead of getting Greek food at the mall. And I've told her this too, but nothing. Fu??ing ?u?k. ;'(

I'm also really scared it'll turn out like February where I was sent home w/ a business card b/c I was being too vague. Hold on, scared? S?it. I'm scared again. :S